I’m sorry I said goodbye over a poem.

C.K

I want you to know,
That I held on,
For as long as I could;
That I carried this hope with me each and every day;

We had a past that was equally beautiful;
As it was tragic;
And that’s why I believed in us;
It was never a fairytale; it was us working on us;

Despite the missed holidays and important moments;
I think we always knew;
And always hoped,
That fate would bring us back to each other;

But this last time;
Things were different;
It felt like we were fighting each other,
More than we were fighting for each other;

And I guess my spirit died;
And my mind felt lost;
With a heart unwilling to keep holding on;
To something that felt more and more out of reach;

I wished this was not how we ended;
Hoped that there would be more to this story;
But just like friends I’m letting go of;
You too, are being left in a past I want to remember fondly.

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